Ahad Nazir

•  Islamabad, Islamabad Capital Territory, Pakistan
•  

When others left before I could bear to turn away Now that it’s come to this Is there nothing left to say? I’ve never known before Such exquisite suffering As I watched you walk away I gave into panicking I can’t believe that This is really happening Am I really lost again? Desperation drives me insane I will focus all the pain Right into your heart Till it makes you blind Till the faces of your former world Have fallen from your sight Till you’re mine Until the voice of doubt no longer Dominates your mind I’m crucified Cold and unwhole again Crying out and questioning Will I ever love again? What’s the point of anything? It takes a toll again This is where the fun begins Visions haunt me through the night Now I’m dying for your sins I can’t believe that If you look me in the face You can say there’s nothing left How the silence drives me insane I cannot feel anything Anger I've been harboring You've nailed me to the cross Upon it I will remain I can’t feel anything Rage inside is festering You've nailed me to the cross Upon it I will remain Till it makes you blind Till the faces of your former world Have fallen from your sight Till you’re mine Until the voice of doubt no longer Dominates your mind I’m crucified