Michelline Toulouse

•  Boynton Beach, Florida, United States
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i'm awesome again!!!! not that i was never not awesome, me and life just butted heads for a bit!! lol "I am a steady stride of unpredictability, i live in the now and for me, Faster, slower, I pick my path;drop and fall, meanwhile i keep dancing. used, abused, drunkenly confused, i forgive, forget, but some things you can never forget and therefore are not forgiven, i dont let u or the world see whats inside, so i smile and laugh while u continue to haunt me. Enhance me.Pacify me.Sedate me.Strap me down.Erase me. like the years that have disappeared into your past but are still my present. i have striped down to complete nakedness inside and out, i wander around in my nude taking back whats mine, my heart, my head and my strength. the clothes i wear are made of your stupidity, your weakness, your heartlessness, your unfinished business and your identity crisis. there is no perfect, not even "close" to perfect, there is no being happy alone while you die inside of loneliness, there is no "ive been thru alot" for there is always another whose been thru more, you'll never change until you've lost it all and even then nothing is promised. for once im high on happy, i'm in love with loving you, i love being naked and my new clothes are priceless and a reflection of you being cold, lost and defenseless. Now im free....Free falling and you're standing in the shadows "